It was a tinder hookup, I've met him before, but tonight he forced himself into my ass. I tried to tell him I didn't want it, I've had an upset belly all day and I figured the risk of a shitty dick would make him change his mind but it didn't. I didn't know what to do and he had me bent over and pinned down and I didn't see the point in fighting it because I didn't think it would make a difference.
It didn't really hurt after he was inside, I'm used to playing with my own butt, it almost felt good. But it's the first time I've had full anal, I was waiting to try it with someone I trusted to listen to me so it would be a positive experience.
It didn't last long before he was finished. I didn't know what to do or think but I gave him a blowjob because he has like no refractory period and it was still a hookup so I thought maybe I could get thing back on track to being good
And it's like 2 hours later and I'm just really shaken up and upset and I feel dirty and like I fucked up and did this to myself and my ass is bleeding a little bit
He didn't even use any lube, not even spit, I offered lube and he ignored the offer
I live at home, this happened at home, I don't want to tell my mum what happened or my best female friend. But I have nobody else to tell. I tried to tell a guy I've been talking to but he was like "you can always say no" he doesn't get why I didn't, but it happened so quickly
I'm so confused. I didn't say no and I didn't fight back, and it felt good, but I didn't want it and I tried to say that and we hadn't even discussed anal at any point and I don't know what to think about it. It didn't really hit me what had happened til after he left
I just need a woman to talk to
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