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[–]peakingatthemomentTranssexual (natal male), HSTS 4 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

I don’t know if I have regrets exactly. My life is better than I ever thought it could be. I wish I could reproduce though. It probably more like wishing I could give my husband a baby naturally though more than anything that could have really happened if I hadn’t transitioned. The decisions that affected fertility happened when I was so young though and by the time I was 18, there wasn’t any going back. It didn’t matter to me at the time and I don’t see how it could have worked if I magically still had that ability, but it hurts to know you aren’t able too ever, even if it wouldn’t have been possible anyway. Maybe I just want to universe to be different and it isn’t rational, idk. It’s not like I ever been able to have a baby biologically with a man. It’s probably just wishing for impossible things.