Your compassion is always most welcomed. I suspect you're alluding to some of our communications, which I consider very incomplete. I admit that I'm a very limited human, incapable of reading, hearing, and watching everything - including everything on SaidIt and the now nearly 700 messages I should really get to - all while trying to save the world! Like my extreeeeemly neglected email, many of those messages were either important or long, read and unread, so I'd either procrastinate until I could devote my full attention or simply answer the easy ones first. This weighs heavy, but obviously not enough to prevent me from trying to keep up with current events and/or make new strides. I plan to soon put the current events largely aside to make more room to focus on projects and their related interactions.