The rabbit hole, like Dante's Inferno, descends through many levels of deception/hell. Beyond the many deceptions and powers that be, yonder the cabals and happenings, at the zenith of as above; the pit of so below, there is a choice: The Creation or the Creator.
Choice 1: The Creation. This majestic universe full of all its glory, mystery, and wonder. To behold and experience it is nothing short of magnificent. The construction - holographic and vibratory in nature – is projected from consciousness and perceived on an individual basis. My soul, a fraction of the Whole, is God experiencing His creation from an isolated perspective. Though I concern myself with notions of good v. evil, light v. darkness, yin v. yang, I need not, for this Creation operates as a pendulum or scale and will swing and balance itself as the collective consciousness sees best fit.
As a divine being, a co-creator with limitless potential, I can bend reality to manifest my dreams. Though many rules govern the operation of this Creation, there are ways to hack this reality. There are many magicks that can break the rules. There are techniques (meditation, astral projection, lucid dream manipulation, et alia) I can use that can supersede the rules that bind my solo experience. If I learn enough of these hacks I can either transcend this dimension's vibration, or become a master co-creator capable of bending the rules of the Creation. Whatever magicks I can conjure or powers I can develop should be, for I Am That, and would not have bestowed these powers upon myself had they not been intended to be unlocked.
When I die, my soul will rejoin the Whole to share what I have learned before deciding if I want to get jacked back into a body to go for another ride in this reality, or choose to take a jaunt in a different equally divine experiment of God/myself experiencing God/myself. Whatever I choose will not matter in the grand scheme of things because there is no purpose to any of this other than my own experience.
Choice 2: The Creator. God created this world full of all its trials and tribulations, deceptions and difficulties. Though He acknowledged that His creation operates on rules that can be hacked, He has told me not to for this life is not about what I can get, but rather what I can give. The laws I am to follow are His and I have no say in defining the ideal way to live/operate/behave in His creation.
As an essential part of the creation, God created me in his image. Rather than making me a divine being, God made me extremely fallible and pumped me full of sin and urges that compel me to break the laws he set. Though I have free will to do whatever I like in the creation, God would prefer it if I choose to worship him and live by following the rules He set forth. There are penalties for not following God's rules, but as long as I submit to God and apologize for not heeding his advice, I will not be penalized for eternity.
To give an example of how to live by God's rules, God sent His son Jesus to demonstrate it for us. The example Jesus set was so far beyond what any of us can follow that He had Him killed so our unavoidable sins could be forgiven. Otherwise, it is unlikely myself or anyone else would be able to live well enough spend eternity with God, which is apparently his desire for us. To make sure we knew Jesus was the real deal, Jesus did not use any hacks or magicks, but performed many miracles that are beyond the scope of esoteric tricks, including but not limited to rising from the dead. Jesus was so convincing in his tricks/miracles that all of his apostles, minus one, were martyred for spreading the message that folks should live by the Creator's rules.
When I die, if I place my faith in the Creator, I will be given eternal life. This will be simple yet difficult to do because it will mean my life has been lived in pursuit of something bigger than myself, with purpose and constant restraint.
Thank you for reading. I am astounded that all the hours spent trying to figure out the Creation have led me to this crossroad, and look forward to hearing if you have come down a similar path. Looks like it will only take the rest of my life to get to the bottom of the next rabbit hole. Blessed are those who seek. Much love.