Call me hypersensitive but i KNOW what happens here.I am *pure* purple, what does purple do ? Especially the introverts. They FLEE. Why ? Just dig yourself in like Carswell does

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    [–]mahavishnunj 2 insightful - 4 fun2 insightful - 3 fun3 insightful - 4 fun -  (0 children)

    I know how to strangle a dolphin.

    i know how to make sweet love to one. i also know how to jump speed rope WITH a syringe in my arm.

    [–]Optimus85 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

    Do you suffer from synaesthesia?

    [–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

    Good question. Will you judge me ?

    [–]Optimus85 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

    I'm in no position to judge anyone. Only if it turns you on. Ich bin ein Schwein.

    [–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

    Ok. So i' try to wrap this one up:

    I hear things that aren't (actually) there and when i was young they tested me for absolute hearing which i don't have. Relative hearing on the other hand i can do exceptionally well. That is why it is no problem to transcribe music (even Mahler e.g.) once i sit in front of a keyboard or anything that generates a sound with relation to other sounds in the same "voice". Although this quirk also did to make me vulnerable because i tend to hear small tuning-related levitations in (even white-noise) sounds which made me almost mute from age four on, if you give me enough time. People use their voices, you know. Mostly subconscious, but they do. Mostly relational stuff so mostly it was boring to me.

    Skip ten years forward:

    Now i know how to write scores, i know German, English, Latin and some old Greek now. This was when i was fourteen. The point here being is: I then learned how to write, which till today has a meaning to me of fighting idiocracy and violence without desecrating your own beliefs completely in this (some people really call it) futile endeavour.

    If you want me to write on, just send a sign of existence. In fact i'm very open with myself.

    Because when i start lying to myself, life usually takes a bad turn. Not only for me. So i became careful about that one as i am sure you can admit.